Christmas

I've been dreaming of a white Christmas.. Just like the one's I used to know.

*sigh*


Will it ever snow?

I'm not sure if I'm happy or sad about this no snow business. I don't know what to do with myself!

Thankful

Hey! It's almost thanksgiving. You know what that means?! Wonderful smells, happy people, beautiful smiling faces, thankful hearts. It's all so fantastic. And it's almost here.

11/11/11

Breath in. Breath out. Breath in. Breath out.

Happy Friday everyone! I'm going to spend this lovely chilly evening cleaning and hanging out with children.

~Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged, for the Lord your God will be with you wherever you.~ - Joshua 1:9


How true that has been lately in my life.

P.S. Remember to make a wish tonight at 11:11. :)

Breathing

Wow I feel like I forgot what it was like to breath. I've seriously never been that busy in my whole life. But at the end of the musical performance I was so proud of myself of everything I accomplished! Also on a side note, I applied for my very first job at the hospital working in food service. I'm hoping to get it, and start working soon. On another side note, I have to babysit all weekend. Total bummer! Oh well, at least I'll have something to do. Anyways I hope everyone is enjoying this beautiful weather.. Not!

Life

It's crazy how my last post was all about how fun this high school stuff is. This post is not going to be pretty.

Life is SO draining right now. I feel like I have no energy to do anything. And the things I love so dearly are slowly and surely sinking to the back burning... My life as I know it. is slipping out of my hands, and I feel as though it is uncontrollable. Before I felt so much happiness, and each day as I woke up I had this new joy. It's so frustrating not to have that anymore. And I'm sick of it. I feel like I just need to be done with everything. It's not just life in general either, but it's everything I'm committed to. Like, the musical, and taking harder classes, and the worship team for youth group (and the one for children's Church too), and I feel as though no matter how much time I spend with my friends all my friendships are failing.

I'm so tired...

I don't know what to do anymore.

Highschool

This high school stuff is fun.

Anyways, not a totally random topic. I've been quite busy with our high school's musical as of late. It's called the pirates of penzance. And it has been so enjoyable! Our shows are next weekend, and it's hard to believe that we've been working on this production since before school has started. It's crazy. But oh so beautiful. I'm so thankful for the opportunity I got to be in it and make many friendships!

On a side note, I've been having so much fun spending time with friends at harvest parties. Instead of focusing on Halloween during this Halloween season, I focus on fall-y things. Like pumpkins, and apple cider. I'm not much of a Halloween fan, but I do love this time of year. I love it so much.

Fall-y

I love this season. So much.

Today we carved pumpkins. And yes there was a candle lit called "pumpkin spice".

This season makes me so happy.