Bittersweet?!

I have serious mixed emotions. I found out awhile ago that some dear friends of mine are coming back from across the other side of the world!! HOORAY. But I just found out a week ago that some other dear friends are moving. These friends had so much impact on my life, it's so hard to say goodbye. But how can I not be happy for them?! They're going on a new adventure. One that God has called them to. And as for the returning friends, my heart is so overjoyed, but yet feeling sorrow that they have to say goodbye. Because all at once this goodbye stuff seems pretty serious. And not fun at all. So as I sit here and write this, with my heart all over the place, all I have to say is cherish the moment. Save it, and keep it in your heart. Because when that moment is gone, you'll always have it with you.

And to top it all off, we only have two weeks of summer left. TWO WEEKS. I am one sad blogger.

I wish I was young again.

Ready

This past week I was at a youth camp at Spencer Lake. It was incredible. My life was radically changed, and Jesus opened my eyes. Jesus filled my heart with his Holy presence, and I will never be the same. That empty hole in my heart that can ONLY be filled by Jesus, WAS filled by Him last week. It was perfect. I was finally at peace.

My heart it ready. My soul is ready. Jesus, I'm ready for you. I'm ready to do something magnificent for you. I'm ready to be your hands and feet. I'm ready. I'm ready, now.