Anyways, on the positive note.. I've had a very good couple of weeks. We recently went on ski trip for our youth group, and I became closer with friends, and more importantly, closer to Jesus. Also it was just Valentine's Day! I love Valentine's day. Not for the couples or for the lovey dovey-ness of it all. But just so I can make the people in my life feel special and loved. I made all of my teachers at school cupcakes. Their faces light up when I gave them. It made me feel all warm and fuzzy inside. Like how you feel when you make other people feel good. And not just by a compliment or a quick smile in the hall.. But actually taking your time and doing something special for them. I loved every moment of it. I also spent V-Day with my best friend. Yeah, I know I talk about him a lot. But I don't really have any friends quite like him! Anyways, we had a fancy dinner together, with my family and then we did homework. Fun night, right? It was actually mostly fun. Besides the homework part. :)
In conclusion, I'm not real sure how to feel lately. My heart feels so much sorrow, and yet at the same time I'm a happy person. I always have been, and I always will be. God doesn't make mistakes. And even though this is hard to comprehend and make sense of, all things work for good for those who love the Lord.
